May 20, 2008 11:10 PM

you're living to die and i'm dying to live

maybe i missed a step somewhere along the path that has brought me to where i am today.

I just don't feel at peace really. a friend suggested it might be cold feet about the marriage, but i know it's not that. marrying her is the one thing i'm certain of...

i just feel really tense lately. i feel stressed out and under pressure. i'm reviewing insurance paperwork thinking, no one told me being an adult was going to be this hard.

the summers are always hard. the heat gives me headaches. the lack of free time and sleep starts to drive me crazy. but something in my gut tells me that i wouldn't have it any other way.

this too will pass.

i purchased the e for explosion record, reinventing the heartbeat, which in my mind is the logical next step from jamisonparker's sleepwalker. The linking factor of course being jamison convington, who's voice (both lyrically and sonically) has grown more mature since his last outing as one half of jamisonparker. His new record is being referred to as shoegaze, which is a new term to me, but i suppose it's better than being labeled emo (another word with no meaning). I did some research on other "shoegaze" bands and the band who is credited with starting the movement that started in the 80's and died in the early 90's, my bloody valentine, aren't too bad.

anyway i'm going to be in goliad for the weekend. stay up to date on my twitter.

Posted by zackery at May 20, 2008 11:10 PM

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